Wednesday, December 21, 2016

All I Want for Christmas is MORE MILK!!!!

Second week back to work has me like


Started out this week with a touch of some weird stomach bug that made it impossible to do anything besides lay around all day and nurse when Ella needed to nurse, and even that was difficult at times. I’m so glad it was short lived and over before Christmas. I pray that no one else in my family gets this nasty illness since Christmas and all the festivities are starting so soon. 


I’m starting to get into a normal nursing and pumping schedule which makes my stress level go way down. I pump a minimum of 2 times at work, sometimes 3 if I think I can squeeze in a pump session before I leave for the day. 


The very best part of my job right now is the distance it is from Ella’s daycare. It’s literally a block away! Every day I take my lunch break and I go and nurse her. It makes my work day go by way faster when I get to see 2 of my babies in the middle of the day. (Oliver goes there too) She’s gotten into a pretty nice schedule as well which makes pumping and nursing even more enjoyable. 



With every one of my kids I’ve always been worried about my milk supply and whether or not I was producing enough to store up. This time around it is no different. I’ve got myself a nice supply stored up in the freezer right now, but I’m always afraid it’s not enough. I read so many articles about how to increase your milk supply or what is normal in the amount I should be pumping during the work day and I came across several articles that talked about these Fenugreek Bars that everyone was swearing by. People were saying it was doubling the amount they were pumping in one session within a day or two of eating them. After reading several reviews I jumped on the bandwagon and ordered myself a box of Mrs. Patel’s Peanut Butter Fenugreek Bars. Today was my second morning of eating one and the taste is definitely lacking but I’m trying to stay positive and choke it down in hopes that my supply will increase greatly. So far, I haven’t seen a huge increase in my supply during a pump session, but I’m still hopeful that in a day or two I will notice a difference.

Christmas is this weekend and as, I think, every parent out there knows, it’s way more fun when you have children. Justin and I don’t buy each other presents because the real joy is in seeing the looks on our kids’ faces. This year we decided to do something a little different and Santa agreed with us on this one and wrote the kids a note telling them that this year they could only put 4 things on their list to Santa; Something you want, something you need, something you wear, and something you read. 

All of our kids did such a great job with this and were very thoughtful in what they put on their lists this year, instead of just aimlessly writing everything they could possibly think of. Of course Justin and I are surprising the kids with presents from us as well that we know will be sure to make their little hearts smile with delight. But for all they know, they are only getting 4 presents this year. Christmas is such a magical time of year for many reasons and this year we really wanted to stress to the boys that it wasn’t about what you get but about the One who gave it all. 

I hope everyone else has a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year! I look forward to what 2017 will bring and pray that I remember to cherish every little moment while my little ones are still little, because I know it will all go so fast.


Merry Christmas!!!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Working Mommy


 I'm officially back to work this week and it's been a bowl full of varying emotions. On one hand I've missed my job and the people I work with as well as the consistent routine that makes my life seem to run smoothly, but on the other hand I keep having these bouts of serious sadness as I know that this is our last baby and I want to savor every moment as much as possible. When they are this little and they depend on you for everything, and not just anyone, but ME, she depends on me. I am her source of nourishment and her source of comfort.  





As I sit here writing this blog I have her snuggled up in my arms. That's right, as a mom of 4 I have learned how to multi task, work with only one available hand, and write a blog post on my cell phone....be impressed! 






In all seriousness though, I have learned something new with each child and have become more and more laid back in nature. My babies sense my calmness which has made my baby now pretty cool and calm....well, as long as Mommy is around. She's pretty much obsessed with me, lol, and I with her. 

I can't tell you how much fun I've had having a little girl in the house. Dressing her every day is like an event. I spend way too much time looking through all of her clothes deciding which outfit she will grace us with each day. 

She is the perfect completion to our family and all of us are so in love with her. Even my precious baby boy Oliver loves her so much. 

I am so blessed and I know that everything I have is because of the Almighty One, our awesome Father in Heaven. 

I am hoping to get more blog posts out and be much more frequent with my postings. I already have a book's worth of funny stories since I've last posted. My kids make for great comic relief. I've always thought we would have a hit reality show if people could see into our day to day happenings at home. 

I'm also planning to keep everyone up to date with my weight loss postpartum and the daily struggles. I'm an open book and want to let people know what real looks like. 

 39 weeks pregnant

                                                12 days postpartum